I don’t believe in the singularity of God because the Universe is or should be romantic

 Hi. This is an introductory post of mine in this blog.

My name is Stanley Zack bin Sebol. My family usually affectionately address me as Jack or Zack. But most of my friends call me Stan. I’m fascinated by maths, science and arts. I’m deeply interested in video game development, theoretical Physics and bioinformatics. I hope to one day manage to make at least one 2D RPG of at least 30 hours of gameplay time, make a contribution, no matter how small, in theoretical Physics and work as a bioinformatics scientist. I also enjoy drawing and playing the guitar and I like to make, compose and write my own songs. i like all kinds of music, but I’m mostly easily get into tune with punk rock, pop rock and country songs. My favourite drinks are Iced Horlicks, Coconut Juice, and Carrot Juice. My favourite food are Fried Rice Mixed with Chicken, Hainan Chicken Rice, KFC and all McDonald’s burgers. The sports that I enjoy the most are chess and hockey.
I believe that in appreciation of any positive relationships, and in learning things, we can approach them from various angles. As such, I believe that all things are possible to be understood. I regard the meaning of understanding into two different concepts. One is through facts, another one is through faith. In relationship with anyone, I do not take account of one single moment as the ultimate final apprehension, appreciation or comprehension of that person, but rather, understanding is an on-going process which will never end. In saying so, I am someone who is very interested in the doings and goings of all things created within the order of actions and reactions, concepts and correlations, of nature and everything that we think. I am fond of seeing this world through different lenses. Sometimes through music, sometimes through science, sometimes through arts, through languages, cultures etc.
Some of my all-time favourite video games series are Final Fantasy, Suikoden, Warcraft, Breath of Fire, Resident Evil, King of Fighters, Streetfighters, Call of Duty and Pokemon.
If we are all God, then how can God be special? Therefore everyone can’t be God. God exist for the sole supreme sovereignty over all. But to say God exist would be to insult and degrade God since God exist without the need or requirement to be compared with non-existence. Because God exist, have always existed, and will always exist. But we still make the comparison because we are not perfect. And it’s okay to not be. Only God are perfect. And we have to say God exist. Personally, I believe in the existence of God because magic and fantasy are meaningless without Them. The point is to always “play the game” for Them, against Them, under Them, about Them and towards Them.
I don’t believe in the oneness of God. I don’t believe in the singularity of God. When I think and imagine that there’s only one Ultimate Greatest Most High Most Supreme God Almighty, I feel really really sad and hopeless. 😥 Rage and love are everywhere. This means that there should be at least one ultimate entity for each, hence, at least two God. Tho I still can’t quite make out how this all ties up with the earlier thought I wrote above about God being, you know, perfect, and it does seem sound like Either of Them Both do not need companion? I don’t know. As time goes by, I’m sure I’ll mature up and figure it out. I’ve always went against the stream. So right off the bat I just wanna let you all know, and know that I don’t intend to personally ridicule you. Here’s what I think. Love and rage are everywhere. They are the beat, the drive and the pulse of the entirety of the Cosmo, the linchpin of reality and fantasy. So from here, I could deduce that there can’t be only one God since the expression of the Cosmo is clearly calm and fury, peace and passion. One. Two, if God is, or one of the God is, all-loving, then He/She can’t be alone. Because then He/She would need someone to express His/Her love to, to fulfill love, even before the creation of the Universe, even before Eternity. So there can’t be only one God. Here’s what I personally think and view. To me the universe is, or should be, romantic. And therefore there are, or should be, two Gods – the Father and the Mother. I’ll write more on Them in the future.
Is the universe finite or infinite? Infinity can only be written down by infinity. A part of finite is still finite, but a part of infinity is always infinite. But are we infinite? Are we, the race who quarrel over oil and sensationalism and sentiments, beings of marvelous grandiose infinity? If we are, then why there’s death? And if we’re not, then are we capable to be? To be infinite. The Bible of a major spiritual persuasion that i really hold in high esteem, Seventh Day Adventism, speaks of a Great God Who holds the key to life everlasting and endlessness, the Perfect God. If finite is allowed to happen, that it somehow in someway curbs the infinite, so what is the story that is going on, and what can be said of this Great God who oversees everything but permits evil to flourish?
I would say, He and She let things happen, finite, because of love, and He and She want to give us all of creation, infinite, also because of love. Evil is strong, but evil is a losing battle. God are love, and tho He and She might have lost some, many or most, in the end They both will win the war. Life should be meaningful dramas and melodious rhapsodies. I personally think that a God of Wonder, the Perfect and Greatest God, would not lock us out from the wonders in fictions. We strive and live for the meanings of our lives. Knowledge is the process and progress of the absolute, but art is the expression of life that sometimes transcends even that. Art in fiction is beautiful. The frictions in fiction give the meaning to life. Conflict, lessons, love, struggle, peace, passion, these make up the ultimate expression of love – life is a beautiful struggle.
To me life, life is a story. Or rather, a series of stories until we arrive, as how I concluded by my own sense of existence, at the Most Beautiful and Greatest Podium of Existence. And maybe live there forever with God, forever reveling and celebrating the everlasting perpetual conclusive bliss. Maybe someday I’ll manage to write a beautiful story to explain this, and explain myself, this one little feeble existence of mine. Maybe someday I’ll write for love stories some beautiful lines. Maybe someday I’ll fully realise the reality in my mind.
That’s all for now. Thanks for reading, please leave your thoughts.